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luckystars727
13 April 2008 @ 09:58 pm
Excuse me for not being the most available person in the world right now.  Don't take it personally, I just don't want anyone to know the pain I am in.  I am not around because I can't bear one more day of pretending.  My life sucks end of story.  If you have a problem in life, I probably will act like a bitch and tell you to get over it.  I wish I could overcome these things, but I can't, so I avoid it.  Just know that I love you all and no matter what I say or do, you are truly great people.  Don't judge me by the horrible things I have done or may do in the future.  I just can't deal with the hurt any other way.
 
 
luckystars727
10 April 2008 @ 09:35 am
Sorry I haven't posted in a while.  My life has been one giant shitshow all semester.  I don't really care to talk about it all, but whatever.  I thought everyone should know what is going on.

To begin with, my family filed for bankruptcy and we are losing our house.  God knows when we will be moving or where, but we have no choice.  My brother underwent a colonoscopy and endoscopy to look for cancer and other things, because he had some internal bleeding.  As of yet, they found nothing and are just assuming it was a fluke of nature, so everything hopefully should be fine.  Except that it all cost $4000.  Yikes.  Let's see, what else.  Oh yeah, my best friend Kelley is not doing too well.  She is having some major medical problems and is just in a lot of pain right now, which I can't stand to see her go through.  No one deserves to live a life of pain.  And to top it all off, my dad was fired from his job Monday, so now my family is royally fucked.  We already couldn't pay for anything, so this is just a kick in the balls.  I have been paying the bills, taxes, etc with my student loans, but I only have so much.  Now my parents want me to figure out how I can become an Ohio resident on my own standing, since they might have to move out of state.  If I don't live in Ohio, then I can kiss my shot at getting into OSU goodbye.  Fucking Ohio government.  I dunno, just excuse me if I seem in a state of perpetual bitchiness.  My life, or lack thereof, is really depressing me right now and I can't stand to think about what is going to happen to us.  There are no answers for this right now.  Things just seem to get worse every day. 
 
 
luckystars727
11 February 2008 @ 08:15 pm
So, I am going on my first date on Saturday!!!!!  We are just going to GFC to chill, but that's a step in the right direction, isn't it?  Oh lord, I am such a mess right now. 
 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
 
 
luckystars727
05 February 2008 @ 10:21 pm
1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
A. no

2) What was your dream growing up?
A. to be a vet

3) What talent do you wish you had?
A. play the drums or guitar

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A. shirley temple

5) Favorite vegetable?
A. asparagus

6) What was the last book you read?
A. prodigal summer

7) What zodiac sign are you?
A. leo

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
A. yes, ears

9) Worst Habit?
A. burping

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A. with that ass, hells yeah!

11) What is your favorite sport?
A. no idea

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A. both i suppose

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A. make you tap dance and tell me stories

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A. um...

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
A. i was born with a tail.....NOT

16) Do you have any pets?
A. three dogs and a cat

17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A. i'd scream i don't want any cookies and slam the door

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)
A. who's that creepy little boy?  haha, no, who's that girl with ali?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A. SCARY.

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
A. don't go there

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A. crime partner

22) What color eyes do you have?
A. blue

23) Ever been arrested?
A. nope

24) Bottle or can soda?
A. can

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A. pay off my loans

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
A. my friends' rooms

28) Do you believe in ghosts?
A. yes

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
A. read or draw

30) Do you swear a lot?
A. YES.

31) Biggest pet peeve?
A. internet speak

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A. sexalicious

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A. yes

35) Do you believe in God?
A. yes

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
A. why not
 
 
luckystars727
25 January 2008 @ 10:18 am
I am not dead.  I am just swamped with shit.  Whoda thunk it?  That's all the effing time I have for right now, so deal with it.

PS-Cloverfield was a shitty movie, but the Orphanage was creepy as all get out. 
 
 
 
luckystars727
11 January 2008 @ 09:13 pm
You Are 43% Bitchy

Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out!
Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.


You Are Not Destined to Rule the World

You are destined for something else...
Like inventing a new type of cupcake.
You just don't have the stomach for brutality.
But watch out - because many people do!


You Are Cheesecake

Rich, sweet, and simply perfect.
You're not boring - you're just the best!


You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually?
You tend to like to make calculated risks.
So while you may not be base jumping any time soon...
You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!


Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.
You show the world what culture really is.


You Are Ernie

Playful and childlike, you are everyone's favorite friend - even if your goofy antics get annoying at times.

You are usually feeling: Amused - you are very easily entertained

You are famous for: Always making people smile. From your silly songs to your wild pranks, you keep things fun.

How you life your life: With ease. Life is only difficult when your friends won't play with you!
 
 
Current Mood: blahblah
 
 
luckystars727
09 January 2008 @ 02:48 pm
So, I am mildly retarded and will forget all of these movies that I want to see if I don't write them down.  Deal.


And Simon Pegg is going to play Scotty in the new Star Trek movie.  What?
 
 
luckystars727
07 January 2008 @ 10:55 am

RULES:

  1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
  2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
  3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Why Does it Always Rain on Me?

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Nothing's as it Seems


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Black, Red, Yellow.....haha

 
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
All the King's Horses

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Fly Like an Eagle

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Tribute

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I am a Hunter

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Hit Em Up Style....they beat me?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Nan You're a Window Shopper

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
What More Do You Want?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Wasteside

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Heaven Must be Missing an Angel

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Leave Me Alone (I'm Lonely)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Tonight, Tonight

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Walk It Out

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
So Happy Together

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Mambo No. 5

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
February Stars

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
I Want To Take You Higher


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
My Son Optimus Prime

 
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Everything

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Don't Panic


 

Wow, that didn't work too well, but whatever.

 
 
Current Mood: thoughtfulperplexed
 
 
luckystars727
05 January 2008 @ 09:52 pm
Real quick reviews on some recent movies I saw:

Atonement-awesome story line, but fucking weird times warps in it that cause major brain bleeds
Transformers-pretty chill, some good comedy and action scenes
Superbad-piece of shit that actually made me feel embarrassed for being alive

And we all know how I feel about Sweeney Todd.  Ohhhhh Johnny Depp you are my soul mate. 
 
 
Current Mood: tiredtired
 
 
luckystars727
02 January 2008 @ 09:19 pm
last cigarette:  does second hand smoke from my mom count?
last car ride: about 2 hours ago back from the movies
last kiss: never : (
last good cry: sometime in the fall
last library book checked out: biochemistry textbook
last movie seen:  atonement.....kinda weird
last beverage drank: sparkling black cherry water
last food consumed: meatless chili haha
last crush: shhhhh!
last phone call: kelley
last tv show watched: supernanny, because my mom won't give me the remote
last time showered: this afternoon after my massage cause i was all greasy like
last shoes worn: my rocketdog boots
last cd played: echoes, silence, patience & grace by foo fighters
last item bought: a snow scraper for my car
last downloaded: i have no idea
last annoyance: my brother go figure
last disappointment: that i couldn't get a room in brooks
last soda drank: fresca
last thing written: my last post
last key used: car key
last word spoken: while
last sleep: uh, last night?
last im: right now with tonto
last weird encounter: the crazy french man groping me in mcdonalds in london
last ice cream eaten: peanut butter cup?
last time amused: at the movies when my mom yelled that keira knightley needed to eat a sandwich
last time in love: pass
last time hugged: today
last time scolded: uh, yesterday?
last time resentful: no idea
last chair sat in: chair at the table to play scrabble
last lipstick used: lipstick is gross
last shirt worn: that shitty springfest t-shirt
last time dancing: uh, what?
last poster looked at: movie poster for the new adam sandler movie
last show attended: yikes, no idea
last webpage visited: google.com